As life moves forward, time slips through your fingers. As the days move on, so do other people. As one heart shatters, a million others do the same. So don’t let life carry on with out you. Call your own shots. Don’t let time take away the chances you have at happiness. Never regret a broken heart, just find someone to help you put it back together.
Work with time, not against it, because alone, you’ll never stand a chance.
Why does no one write letters anymore? Now days people barely take the time to email or write notes. All forms of informal communication have limited to texting or using social gathering sites, even talking on the phone is becoming less common.
Personally there is nothing better than getting a handwritten note or letter. Knowing that someone took the time to actually sit down, organize their thoughts, and put pen to paper, really means something in my opinion. Scratch that, it doesn’t even matter if it’s organized, just a stream of someones thoughts written down in a tangible form and given to me, whether it be in person, by mail, or attached to my car, or bedroom window, is one of the cutest, most sincere ways to show someone that you care.
I think it’s unfair that romance movies always use letters as the basic form of communication. They’re always beautifully scripted and written and I find it to be an extremely inaccurate representation of how people communicate and woo each other today. And that is something that I find to be very unfortunate because I suck with words verbally. When I can take the time to think about what I really want to say and then write it out (using more than 60 characters), then is when you’ll really understand how I feel. Because my mind is a mess, but when it has some time to process, It actually has some worthwhile thoughts.
I feel like theres so much that I have to say, but I never seem to find the time or the words to do it. My thoughts are constantly battling for dominance in my mind and it seems as if I never get enough time to fully develop any of them. So much about the world amazes, disgusts, surprises, appalls and confuses me. More than anything I just want to quit school, my jobs, and go explore it with nothing but my camera, and my handy dandy notebook. Life is too boring anymore. The same routines, the same backgrounds and settings. Maybe it’s just because winter it taking it’s sweet time in leaving this year, but I really want need an adventure. I just keep telling myself, one day. One day I’ll have the guts and the time to go out and see the world. After all, I ended up finding the love of my life when I had given up completely on love. In comparison, wanting to see the world doesn’t seem like such a unobtainable goal. Then again, I’m not so sure that I could ever just take off and leave, not by myself at least, not anymore.
Seconds turn into minutes, minutes turn into hours, and hours turn into days. None of it seems to mean a thing when I’m not with you. Time is no longer measured by seconds, hours, or days, but by how long it will be until I see you next. Days just seem to drag by, indistinguishable from the ones previous when you’re not on my agenda. Spring break has become more torturous than relaxing because I don’t get to see you every day.
Just incase you don’t quite understand what I’m saying… I’m completely lost without you. I love you so much that it hurts to not be around you as much as I possibly can, and as much as I possibly can will never be enough.
I find myself just going through the motions everyday on an autopilot of sorts, just passing the time until your lips meet mine again. I used to be so strong, so independent and thick-skinned, I didn’t rely on anyone for anything. Then you came around and ruined my whole system. You’ve broke down all of my walls and somehow made me into this love sick little girl. I can’t even fall asleep at night if you don’t tell me you love me and goodnight. It’s quite ridiculous really.. but, at the same time, I wouldn’t change it for anything.
I love you Joseph. I love everything about you. You’re the first thing I think of when I wake up and the last thing on my mind when I fall asleep. I’m constantly thinking about you. You make me so happy, just thinking about you gives me butterflies. I cannot imagine what my life would be without you, nor do I want to. <3 <3 <3
