November 2010
4 posts
I Want to See the World
I want to jump into my car and drive as far as the road takes me, then go even farther. I want to push the limits.
I want to have one of those maps on my wall with a red pin in every place that I’ve ever been to. I want to eventually be able to see more red than anything else on that map. I want to find adventure.
I want to discover something that no one has ever seen before. I want to...
These words are my own.
I am probably the best actress you will ever have the misfortune of knowing. Approximately 70% of my each and every day is a never-ending show put on for those around me. The other 30%? I’m sleeping. Apart from the rare instances that I stray from my very well developed character, I am merely an unpaid actress, dancing across the stage that is my life, while someone else feeds me the lines I...
My Biggest Fear.
The thought that I will end up alone, without anyone who cares about me, is probably the biggest fear that I have. At the same time, I don’t wish myself on anyone. After years of being rejected and called worthless, I can’t imagine anyone really wanting to be with me, to get to know me, and want to spend their life with me, and I suppose I can’t blame them. Yet, I will keep...
Sometimes I Wonder..
There is so much to the universe that we know nothing about, it’s astounding. I find myself questioning anything and everything anymore, wondering why I’m here and what I’m supposed to do while I’m alive. I refuse to believe that I’m just a random person on the planet with no purpose, but at the same, neither do I believe that ’God’ has some big plan for...
